My absence is yet again due to no internet.
However, I would like to announce that I have acquired a computer of my own thanks to my comrade, Quintus.
Now once our internet is paid for again, I will be able to talk to those I care about and go about my internet routine once again.

In other news...

On the 17th of May I graduated from Lenoir City High School.
It is such a weight lifted off my shoulders to have graduated after all the work and stress..
But now it is a new thing entirely.
School is over, and I must get a job soon.
The life of hermitting in a room, playing video games all day and into the early morning, sleeping into the early afternoon, then repeating does not seem as glamourous as it used to seem.
I constantly struggle with depression and heartache.

The woman I love with all of my being is out of contact with me mostly, and will be departing to a school in Florida for quite a time.
It forever rides on my mind that I may not see her again or she gets together with another man for good..
I have dreams nearly every night about the situation and her.
Most of them are nightmares, others memories, but they all equally make me feel horrible when I awaken.
I miss her terribly..



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